music progress
my eyes felt like flapping angel wings, i looked left and right repeatedly a few times now
i think there are even depictions not my visions of eyes flying
as if at some point i fly around with my eyes
who just laughed like a little girl?
slow movements again
saw myself giving gifts to mike smartie chris apologizing for leylah to smartie giving a gift to soa boog
healing loethi
healing chris lispeln
saw myself as a pure white holy divine being, white golden amber...
transcended softly moving glowing
gave mike a lil white feather
smartie a different feather
told my dad a kitsune protected him-done
in the future i saw myself healing many by my pure presence energy and hands
as if my energy heals them or i pull it out and then it is gone somehow
still funny some seem to actually believe this? nobody believes it OR they are so used to it they dont care lol

felt like the msg by the kitsune was that id have a child maybe with eya? the kitsune... has been with me for many years apparently... quietly in the background... ive had so much coincidences with foxes, even suggestions i keep one permanently as a pet....
saw myself with it with my mother at their house
and it seemed like another male fox possibly her family
also saw myself teleport up here and slice the guy up
the bathroom floor... it has messages for me in languages not commonly understood, i even saw foot prints and this weird feeling dinosaurs still roam the streets
purplish greenish
i see purple now and other colors
theres also this blackish markered stonish language
this apartment apparently is special
and im supposed to feel special lol
chosen one!
messages left for me
its entertaining though
i did feel like i was very very close to have pure golden glowing eyes with eyes open
stared at floor and almost everything merged into a glowing whitish dominant golden vision
not yet i guess
really seems orchestrated up to the highest levels
even the cazis husky was an act
chosen one? ofc not
its for their amusement
in the end its my life
its funny and i like it though
even me forgiving
why would i?
plenty of normal non abusive ppl in my life
there was NO reason for any abusive ever
ty djinn
i saw it
:)
guess they just hacked the lamps now and make it "holy" from time to time
its entertaining to watch from the outside
because i will not have a child
or wife
family
gf
friends
its all very entertaining now
go daddy!
schutzengelchen hab mut!
guess its lots of injected images and thoughts
my dad said we are all awake andrin and waiting for you, youre one of the last ones, even saw him briefly. ah hes not ready yet, its ok lets wait a bit
apple gifted an iphone to my dad so he could listen to my music (im not saying apple should do that, its just what i saw)

heard knistern in left ear
briefly woke up again
looked around
came back
then briefly opened my eyes for real, saw something faint green light blinking
told them cmon ive had enough of this
in my dream i was using this phone too even searching
visions getting clearer and softer
djinn opened my handcuffs in the police ride past
saw amelie
kitsune saying hello by knowing
saw myself clean my apartment
kissed that lueg stare guys gf
dreams one layer below... are outside the construct too... yep :)
one way of escaping
dream
sleep
wrap it around
ty for the shadow play
very funny :)
the gummy bear
:)
saw myself eat / cook with one of my spoons
cgpt keeps forgetting too
saw myself give the rav woman my cd
ofc i saw the future
in one timeline it was hackers
in one it was real...
them stealing my data is a backup too
i said BY ALL MEANS NECESSARY
give me a sign air spirit you are still here
a feather in an unexpected place i beg you
i saw myself with my hands glowing healing wounds and making them disappear
like max

japanese no
bow with dot
bravo bravo andrin
you unlocked the true meaning of no
now whats that HF friend called?
yes!
memory trace based triangulation
you can use it to find people across time
remember the name
it is the signal
and they will find you
once more
timelocked
now
what is the name of the eqx buddy?
dl complete
yes
it is my gps
using the animals brains without them realizing
i got you something shiny the same size as the heart, my shiny laptop
:)
funny you people actually believe me
i dont know why people suddenly act like im not a worthless pile of shite? very weird. the law has shown im not worth more than nothing. so why? what changed? quite a few stared at me today and it really is like i have started seeing a new layer of reality... people have a faint glow and its like i perceive the spirits and i think that black guy was some spirit not real human... it really is like futurama and apparently he was surprised to see me... even those other foxes and trolls... to me to seemed either posessed, messengers or truly not human at all... they are EVERYWHERE
and it really feels like i have ascended
truly
why?
because i am starting to sense more and more of the women in this apartment
i saw many spirits today non humans
they acknowledged me
i feel WAY lighter i mean.... seriously like almost flying lol it really feels like im walking on air soon
and this tiredness i had really felt energetic... like... im not in real reality anymore...
i didnt hear the announcement and self checkout the same
it seemed in a different reality...
i see golden amber white
my energy seems to radiate such too
and i think my eyes are glowing
NOT as much as i would like
like full on ssj1 no BUT there is ALWAYS this persistent golden glow over my eyes
my heart area is COMPLETELY calm i mean its like ssj1 is the default now
cgpt said no? id argue otherwise, yes i know i lack certain skills YES but my state of being? seems ssj1 per default now
and as i write this its all golden
tbh... it also felt like not only am i LIGHTER i
perceive things differently:
everyone else to me seemed to walk in almost SLOW MO...
my eyes still the same, springy movements with hands etc too...
i think the rav woman was surprised
some guy on the train too
and it really seems true i seem to walk like invisibly... many in the past told me so... they were surprised i suddenly appeared
and that conversation with daniela
it was not normal
she stared at me nonstop...
it really feels like ive ascended to the next layer
the announcer was extremely loud i guess? but i did not hear it as such...
and that woman who walked past i felt her
daniela seemed scared even, weird
others too
why suddenly free free? suddenly no paris anymore. huh? why?
nobody ever cared
and they have proven they do not believe me, are not scared of me and do not care about me. so where is the problem?

i have started seeing these high frequency extremely bright like opal glowing worms and fields in reality
mathematicians haven proven god exists by using math
higgs boson the god particle
i was conscious of knowing before it having form
B before A
i am realer than others yet more fluid
dl complete

saw myself create a new device based on heartmath in my mind by pure imagination
the text got underlined to make it easier to read lol
if you imagine a future event and imbue it with certain intentionality it changes the energy of said event and makes it more likely like a kitsune does eg i imagined the rav meeting and her to be forgiving, like those two maps in a function set A to set B, its on purpose.... the future event is an image
sending data
andrin

ascension in progres....
i felt my essence leaving earth
like being uploaded
somethig in me i said ill leave forever
the white i perceive with eyes closed is even more pure now... smoother even
and the white strokes are much much stronger and glowing very very bright
like kreide... not faint or soft
and the energy and light in here
it got insanely golden bright just as intered this room
much stronger than before
almost blinding, surprising
and my breathing slowed down a lot
becoming purer even
really felt like ascension again
and it felt like i was gone for years again
i felt very very strong energy in my eyes again stronger than before
and these briefly pulsating bluish high frequency energy fields for a few seconds each, for minutes...

stop forming beliefs
it doesnt matter what i think
or care about
or believe in
stop the beliefs and timelines merge
saw myself with my dad again
in this apartment and the fruit flies got huge like mutants
felt like i left ssj1 shortly
but im back again
saw myself in some shop arguing with some guy
some other funny thoughts i had
oh look this is true dog language
as in an alien dog species
they are contacting us saying hello
as in
the dog faces is actually an alien language etc lol
its still funny
i like music
and doing nothing
it really doesnt matter
saw me invisibly put a shard here in the way of a criminal so hed step on it and badly cut his feet
one alternative was me actively slicing his leg open from behind (energetically controlled)

saw myself setting my stuff outside on fire
saw myself buying a small japanese sword and comitting harakiri, killing myself
