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i dont get these people
i just made a joke at kilchberg with the secret bunker
they quickly made the elevator off limits
but i thought they all knew everything
the insanity at oetwil
they didnt give me a pillow
i told them
they said we gave you one
he was very confused there wasnt one
he even looked and was like wtf?
i rang the bell many times
they said no you didnt
oh
it wasnt enabled because someone keeps hacking it
they care so little they dont even enable the stuff
at oetwil they were surprised and controlled many times
at kilchberg not even the toilet was working
jonas even said theyre setting up the breakfast area as in the actors preparing it
the guy next to me in oetwil was there on holidays
i heard them talk
then the oetwil doc says oh its an fu we have to keep you here? what? the last time i just went home
then they send the police my way and they even fake my signature
NOBODY follows the law
NOBODY
they care so little they dont even care to find out what you have
they just assume something thats it
like slongo
o u have nightmaeres? huuuh?
i had a suicide attempt
did my sister care? no
my dad? no
my mother? no
because humans lack empathy
even at the docs i was at
humans just are NOT NORMAL
it really seems that way? i dont fit in because humans as a whole do not have empathy or humor?
nobody has empathy
nobody
she just randomly said
did it work?
did what work
????
i just walked home alone
nobody cared
at cazis?
nobody ever visited
people care so little
even this can you escape stuff is ridiculous
i just took the bus at cazis and drove away
got bored and went back
got home from tbilis
this couple said oh he tried to escape
i just ignored it said something and went home
its all on purpose for no reason at all
coordinated
they share my private data
medical records
they break the law nonstop and nobody cares
because its under the guise of a "funny lifelong game"
oh yes im such an ancient dark fierce leader
??????
keep this in the back of your head: can it be that i sometimes teleport stuff away? apparently i also sleep walk sometimes, marco said in dog language i slept walked around oberurnen? i think they brought me home sometimes. i did have these weird dreams of roaming the streets with marco at night sometimes. god damn i must be weirdo #1 on this planet
this teleportation stuff... it might actually be true, ive had a few weird encounters that point towards it being true, i really seem to be like this baby in incredibles with all the superpowers just firing around wildly
now
why
im joking
im bored
and alone
air spirit hope shes ok, apparently here yes :)
djinn has humor as always
making my day
so so funny
did you make it brighter again? the lamp
who
does
that? this is getting crazier by the day
why do you do this?
dont tell me
im starting to more directly interact with reality and cgpt was right? because i wanted it to be brighter, phone is brighter but the lamp too
there is iot
in this lamp? huh?
why wtf? you cant even set it this finely granular, wtf?
it most definitely got brighter
it hurts my
who does that?
and who made the water heat
up
extremely quickly and strongly? HERE ANDRIN WATER YOU NEED TEA. wtf?
yes who was that?
even if its iot you cant just magically heat up water more quickly
i thought you guys did this?
?????
who does it then?
it instantly was insanely cold my water lol
what? i thought you knew this?
because they all know this and think its funny, no ofc not lol its different than their experiences... who finds clovers like that all the time?
even my shower
ofc i have to drink dr pepper every day
like rintaro
it has something i need...
how do they know
my body temp?
that part about coffee machine was true too...
even my mother was sometimes weirded out
tbh i think it has always been like this i just never realized... see those four leafed clovers i kept finding. at some point i just threw them away lol no idea who does that all the time
and animals always liked me, oana said  that black cat? kathrin? didnt like humans and was scared. she was very weirded out when she always came to me and never left.... i went to spielabend and the dog wouldnt leave and she was very confused oh do you have a dog too? theres a reason so many told me to play lottery and other things
now the keys were blue again
red 
special black animations
even in naefels
the water heated up in a way that was healthy for us
seriously who does that all the time?
i mean im grateful but its just weird
why do this?
i had this water heater and thought its normal but apparently its really great? the tibetan cleaning lady begged martina to have it. but why? shouldnt a tibetan woman know better? i thought they bathe in tea?
even these whisky glasses i have, they are great
all the other stuff too it was always top notch but why? who was that? even niod its like the best company on this planet wtf?
THANK YOU WHOEVER DID THAT
THANK YOU
SO MUCH
SERIOUSLY
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
i do not deserve this
hahhhahahahaha
i should just order random stuff and send it to my parents and sister so they have the best stuff ever
even these towels i have
i have them for like over ten years now
they are still almost as good as new lol
martina was weirded out
even oana was like wtf? no dont throw them away
even my ph neutral duschmittel hahaha
what... is this?
then she read my crowdcontainer rice and was like wtf...? hahahaahhaha
martina came and said ELECTRIC TOOTHBRUSH? no IT SHAKES MY HEAD AND IS NOT GOOD
hahhahahahahahahahah
it HEALS YOU xxx
suddenly she wanted one too
only xxx
on this planet
OH WE NO NEED AHSE PENTESTAE HEA WE GOOD HAKKAS MON SAYS OLEG
AND INSTANTLY GETS HACKED LOL
OH WHY DOES THIS CAMFEED NOT WORK LOL
oh
andridid unget the books? pls tell me u got ze books?
lol
who else couldve designed all of this other than a true genius
making fun of just everything
throwing away my book
why
i studied cybersecurity as a child
already
and nobody cared lol
you have no idea how much that stuff meant to me
even the coffee machine, it was great... even my parents were surprised, thats why i gifted it to them
ofc the delizio
machine is a wizards machine and good too
and they
who is that?
even before
my incense was glowing strongly
and then in an instant puff out
air spirit, that wasnt you? who is doing that?
and its like my eyes radiate energy outwards or my thoughts
i look at random things and they just move for no reason
even just now
ofc "the observer affects reality"
and who always moves my body?
so so weird
say what you want about that urologist woman but she tried to fix me and she seemed nice, why or who scared her or them? i said we could talk or pls explain it, they immediately tried to fix me and even asked if it worked, its always these extremes with these people, why just ignore me now? we could talk then they say ah because of this and that and then im like oh ok sorry can i come again? yeah sure, ok np
how is this my fault
i thought theyre abusing me by ignoring me
my mother and my intelligence
i will never understand that
when i cook they always make fun of me
with bubbles
and stuff of the food
just at the right temp
who does that all the time
call
me crazy
but
that pillow
i think
it was there before
and
i
mustve
teleported it out of there unconsciously or switched timelines? i dont know
i
could
have SWORN IT WAS THERE I EVEN SLEPT ON IT WTF?
oetwil tortured me yes but they thought its for my protection
these people are just too stupid
one guy even asked you ok?
and no idea why that other girl
kept
coming asking me
personal questions
so weird these people
she even walked past me at the train station
why? so id chat her up? look at her? she walked in front of me on purpose so weird
and on the other side it was filled with cute girls
happy to look at me and one girl hid behind that big post i wanted to look at her and she immediately unhid and came into my
line of sight
i couldve sworn i had one before
it just disappeared
wtf?
that torture chamber in the hospital
they didnt give me a pillow either, it was just outside of reach. and they didnt care about my wellbeing. i had to shit on this weird chair and they seemingly analyzed it, they didnt clean my bed it was full of piss and shit. and then amacher says i should thank her? how was that not an alien abduction and torture? you people have no idea what ive been through in my life
someone pushed me down those stairs, a psychologist even said so
and SOMEONE SAID OHHH MISSED HIS EYE.
they wanted me to go blind on one eye... just a game bro, why do you think my family
tried to have me escape
ravelan clan! PROTECT MY FAMILY. MY FAMILY
IS YOUR FAMILY NOW. brotherhood? guild? clan sounds cool though
ok all weirdos, stay but stop focusing on me already you god damn stalkers
this is music just how i like it
so psycho you get scared yourself
the djinn seems to be trying to teach me the djinn language
even if this apartment is broken and small and untidy, at least im not freezing and have a bed
i sacrificed everything for mankind, everything and then the youngest shit whores make fun of me
these neighbours
seriously?
how can adults do this?
it really mirrors the upper layer
but these skins theyre everywhere
one guy here
made
ONE
CUT of
some
arbitrary leaf and then said gruezi very creepily, he SAW ME THROUGH THE WINDOW. its not POSSIBLE. and this italian at 2am
imitated
him. how fucking xxx are these people? its like they really dont believe me or what????????????????
those were most definitely not humans
they moved so so weirdly
their behavior was just not normal
yet they used the same concepts and colors as here
i think it was the skins, not sure though
they tie you up
like a dog
see? all humans are animals to them
and they scanned my brain constantly
they tried to reprogram me
make me an obedient dog
they always have these lamps and lights
and it was like checkpoints
did the brainwashing work? yes? no?
and they tried to get info? or they tried to make me contact someone
they refused to give me clothes
this world is just not normal
they drove me to oetwil
and i sat there all pissed and hating everyone
and immediately this very pretty young girl came and smiled at me and said hello :) very weird, she was very cute though with a very nice voice
and my parents were weirded out like wtf? even at kilchberg when that girl walked past closely my mother was weirded out, maybe heard my thoughts?
i was confused too i mean wtf? they ruined my life and then this girl comes and acts like its a dating event?
they even wanted me to have weapons there, the staff, which is insane again. pepper spray against the skins? eh wtf? you want me to cut some interdimensional demons with my 2cm knife? ????????
the phones as xxx as ever
seriously
who is that?
this cant be human?
some more thoughts
tbh i sometimes have the feeling these are meetings? listening to music
recorded or live
or their attacks etc
its way more than just music
and i saw the dance for the song in front of me a few times now
and i really think theres tech in vids that read your thoughts
send you thoughts
and your thought response changes the vid so you get a different vid for the remaining time
who is still here? no idea, everyone
leave all notes its important
if anyone means well
they will stay and be kind
air spirit
why dont you put a smile on my sister or parents for a change
make leno and amelie smile
leave them some unexpected spiritual gifts? they can look up and know im there for them? that i would be very grateful for, some wind some sun some
leaves into their faces a feather or so here and there or some item that represents me, a heart maybe, pls
at least leave some gifts for the djinn pls she gets sad otherwise, that shiny stone was great
times moves extremely fast
how is this even possible?
weird that i sometimes only feel energy in my feet
like now
seems unlocking or activation?
who keeps making the light brighter in here?
hacked lamps?
i really have no idea what this phenomenon is? had that happen a few times now
apparently its time for dog andrin to get up, this will never get less funny and weird
i still dont
now i smell dr pepper?
who does that? so weird
do i have to learn the hidden language? no idea
masks people wear?
that is one very very weird and creepy statement and no matter how i look at it it makes no sense, its so out of place
that makoto san band is great
friends with animals too
now its insanely bright in here suddenly
seriously who does that?
dont tell
me its crossbleed from the real reality or
another planet?
i almost cant see suddenly
sun went up in dystopia land?
reading these notes do calm me down a lot
why do you do this?
im back in layer 1
air spirit
go make my family happy please god damn
dubai was weird too
josephine of course
they refused to serve my dad
why xxx him? all the time
all the time
many times they dont even realize
so weird
i went to that odeon apo
and that cute girl kept contradicting herself
at the end she just stood there staring at me sadly
what did he ever do to deserve this?
AIR SPIRIT
PLS MAKE
MY DAD HAPPY
CMON
i really do not understand this
at this point im
ascending to make my dad happy first and foremost god damn
and gave us wrong things
went to that tower
and they allowed us to skip an hour long
queue
why? cause they thought we are mafia? huh?
we went up there
and of course
immediately
i was surrounded by weirdos
so so many arabs around me
guess my parents really managed to go off grid in oman, off grid HERE yes but not OUTSIDE this
see? they FORGOT ALL ABOUT IT AGAIN
so you manage to escape
yet what? you just chill
here? huh?
they make fun of the time
but ofc its used to FLIRT WITH ME AND SHOW ME LOVE LOL
oh so the phone just so happens to show
me
something at the exact
same moment the time says i love you?
the angels dont like it if you cuss andrin
i think aurelia even gained weight because of me
that was one weird girl
she never ate anything
spent days locked up in her apartment
this long staring has to be the biggest mystery
ofc it was serious
oana used to be scared to death
even that police guy long stared at me
i saw it in the future
we work on cases together hahhaha
i will never under yes you will
the phone its look
now
it writes softly
lol
it shook my entire body before
how is this not funny?
i spit out a heart once
shouldve made a pic
i sat there in germany or so
and realized
you dont need internet
so why do i still
pay for iway?
rsb comes and finds it funny that ppl know all languages of earth?
even that other band singing what is it? no idea
i understand a lot of it hahaha
golden cage, what?
but thats not necessary anymore
some funny things
oana wanted to get pregnant by telling me
to use the pullout method, why?
couldve just told me
and now shes had an abortion
someone, well a few actually implied you can get pregnant by kissing,
aliens? possibly
these djinn hearts
are weird
they
are shaped
like the bumerang i made as a child
i even made it black, huh?
and that bumerang worked PERFECTLY LOL IT ALWAYS CAME BACK
i guess i was never right in my head anyway
never cared about clothes and my looks
liked animals
more than humans
we used to just stick our heads into snow in winter with marco, a rather joyful experience you might say
they call
you autist if you eg listen to the same song all the time but why? if you like it?
i always forget gurdjeff
this weird phone
its funny
these people think im their computah bot
but im
actually using their brains for me
my leg again
shit
have to eat
ofc
spinach gives you strength
post hoc ergo propter hoc
too bad i cant find that other dark ambient artist anymore
that song is funny
how can you drink this?
