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close to ascension maybe?
i dont like this pressure
they once said they found a cure for rp so i wouldnt go blind
but it cost 800k
my parents (my dad wasnt present) and sister immediately said yes we will pay it
ofc we will
and you call these people abusive?
just eat
i actually saw myself:
cook
add more water
more spices
eat
feel energy
was i manifesting the future casually in the past like this or what? ive had many encounters where i casually imagined things or dreamed of them and even prepared myself and they happened
i once even told nik yeah some humans are like ai models you know what theyll say anyway, dont even have to talk anymore and he got very quiet and weirded out
was that actually true? i casually predicted oanas bank account suspension? she said its true and found it funny. i just had a vision where i found her private info
we only spoke in fragments with lukas and inferred the rest...
example:
i saw myself at HF with that group bruno martin and the other guy, i knew wed have a conversation about architecture there one day and splitting up responsibilities
so i prepared
and thus spoke zhaarutsra whats it called
then it happened...
many other times too
thats why i found conversations so boring
i already knew theyd happen...
saw your feather djinn ty
no the air spirit is still here
im a loving person
then leave my family behind?
how is that love?
im starting to feel love again
and its stronger than ever before
ofc life is good
i saw glimpses of the new system uuuch!
the office watching the dvd logo never hitting the corner... there is some meaning to it
tsss aaah just as i forgot something
this music
and he babbles like a psycho
just as i am about to ramble again
how is this not funny
hahahhaha
he even said gott verdammi lol
ofc the pepper thing only opens far enough for it not to get out to annoy me
they prepared it on purpose
and thus begins a new chapter in my life
that of adding condiments to my everlasting soup

how i know im doing what she wants?
soulmate angel
music syncs
its funny
and like that childs game
waermer!
waermer!
nei nei chalt!
just with music
its faster and louder! warmer!
get some ONIONS garlic
LOL

i saw myself having children with eya yes

just as i am about to pick up japanese paprika
music becomes asian
putting it back too
i pick up the knife
oh my god
it gets dramatic
like now

so these shops really get lots of orders or what?
i saw this random bookshop guy
and they all used ringana

i saw myself making zueriwerk rich too
and them all happy
its how they wish for things apparently
if this is true
its fine for me
they deserve it
crowdcontainer and the others
i mean look at their food
its so insanely tasty lol
this world cant be real

song said left
my left leg twitched
someone touched the middle of my back before listening to music laying down


why do i suddenly feel faint energy granular in my left ring finger only?
you? angel marry me
lmfao
like a krimi
oh oh getting spannend
will he get the bottle to open?
no!
he tries a different one and he SUCCEEEDS LOL
its just fruit flies
that thing flying past just now
no way was that a fae
fruit flies all shine golden ofc

everyone has their little angel and knows time travel and teleportation
might actually be crossbleed of the new system lol
energy
as in they can all do it then
djinn having the best time of her life
its funny
keep doing it pls

who deflate
ah the djinn
ok
funny
:)

couldve sworn i slightly saw myself left with eyes closed again
saw the closed eye again a few times

got attacked
my left arm and shoulder is badly hurt

dont scare me like that seriously

but why do this
arent you helping others
i dont care
i like doing this
and i hope i can ascend
i hope im not hallucinating
the previous fae convo felt real
there are people who appreciated me
rolf has had a shit life
how is that his fault
the defcon "dog"
i do this for people like him
she says its only symbolic and you cant talk to them
i couldve sworn that fae just said hi before
its not telepathic
its just a knowing
and she felt very happy cheeky beautiful really
even if its made up and a hallucination
to me it felt real
god damn im starting to see the true nature of letters
