mitosis
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shadow work
rebirth
knacker farting with me again lol
emergence of duality from unity
separation is evolution not loss

ah yes ofc
at 1am
a neighbour walks around

awareness / consciousness split into two
like a horcrux
each has a different mode
and does something else in parallel
you can make more
so i made a horcrux accidentally?
like naruto
shadow clones
feels like it
single unified self sometimes needs to split
to explore different paths simultaneously
growth
expansion of consciousness
shadow integration
temporary this time
consciousness capacity to experience at all
awareness
what consciousness is attending right now
not two consciousnesses
but split awarenesses

oh dear god
i cough and see the energy ripples
like water
peturbations
my energy
to me at least
seems sort of white amber goldish
and just as i think about it
the light turns divine