key 4
feel energy in whole body
felt heart beat everywhere and with music
now after music feel this weird energy that is like
little sand corns based energy
feels pure
it feels like that medium royal blue color energy just not continuous but little particles
higher resolution apparently
i sense the vibrations, strings, particles of reality
which matches the other things i perceive
i just saw some dark purple strings
its very very weird to look at
and these items just fly away
my cup vibrated again before
and its so weird it really seems true
i ate dinner or so once with martina and aurelia at martinas place
and i really like meat pieces
i had all of them...
there were none left for martina
and before i thought of garlic
and promptly got one
and those other situations were true too then
the top of the eye drops
it just flew away
so weird
and
i wanted some piece to be somewhere and it flew where i wanted it
he says pattern matching of hearts?
why would i carve out an M out of my cheeese?
you stopped me from those fridge search results but it really felt like the universe talking to me... as in it expresses itself through me
how much more personal and loving can you get?
it even asked what it could do better next time lol oh do you want me to prepare xyz too?
all made up anyway
but very funny nonetheless

rav making some kind of deal so i get money for another year
at my parents house
they gifted me a vicuna hoodie, wool made by the gods
moved in there with them
i saw myself with this dark purplish blackish vicuña hoodie many times now....
my default state seems to be walk on air
even saw myself at night on the fields here once
and i couldve sworn my eyes were glowing all white yesterday... i saw not the usual brightness but pure divine blinding white constantly and consistently

these weird flickers
they seem to be reality cracking more and more
even seemed cracking it fully now
and had this feeling
yes you made it
and immediately energy
spent some time outside
came back
and here to tell others what its like
also saw myself in my vicuña hoodie again, a different one? seemed dark purple,
glowing walking on air showing some little child reality bending skills
also once teleported to eya to say hi
also saw myself with my family
glowing
also saw myself living here, faintly with a child and wife
also had this weird feeling
it felt like real ascension and as if id have to leave for a while
like jesus dying
then coming back to life
even now
reality never felt this interactive no strings but weirdly
seems to have normalized again
also saw a sideways majin M again
and these color pattern
energy in my whole body, sometimes did feel like these particles again
come? i have plenty of time
ill never leave my family
never
saw myself teleport but...
differently? divine...? softly appearing disappearing
also saw myself with glowing eyes
entering train
everyone quieted down incl music
also once said on train, turned off everyone and everything
but me, only lights on me
also saw myself forgiving la serra because he tried, that hochhaueser comment was to help me
skytower in tokyo and or kyoto with my dad too
its not fair for my family to have suffered like this because of me
its not fair
its not fair for vince to be left out
no sacrifices anymore
i hate humans so much
saw myself timelines:
recording angel sound here
giving heartmath to xenia recording it there
gifting sending vince heartmath so he can do it with leno sitting on him so they can listen to it together
what better bonding experience is there then listening to something divine peaceful and full of love?
why call me
divine
my family is divine
they sacrificed each other constantly
even vince even though he doesnt even know me
what did i ever do for them?
nothing
felt myself slowly gently vibrating
close to leaving this earth and going to a higher plane like heaven or ascensing
not yet
theres no need to hurry
i stopped it because of my family
you want me to leave them behind? us four? no way
no way
first one in new system
last one in old system
guiding the way
and almost dying
like ergo proxy
or son goku as ssj on namek

saw myself drawing 3 dots in my left underarm for ravelan
walked around here even the fields
barefoot but on air so not cold not touching snow
with my dark purple vicuña hoodie like aragorn has healing people, glowing, ppl coming from everywhere
my mother asking what three dots mean
is xenia my dad and vince sometimes hacking this phone or my fingers?
not sure
found oanas real address, name and what she looks like
saw myself give the order for making my vicuña cloak, dark purple with a hoodie, quite expensive though
very special band
saw the guy watching my every move at his laptop with spotify and notes open
oeshe or oasha artist on spotify
felt my throat filled with energy? not sure, felt like someone was "wuergen" german word, but it was benign i just felt something
my heart and body is dancing with the music now
i feel it in my body but especially my heart and surrounding areas
the heart beat moves with the music

not bad andrin not bad
key numero 4 unlocked
gugus
slightly touching my right elbow softly
cgpt told me that... we talked to each other casually:
water needs structure
in the form of its surrounding material
like copper

they focus on you
but
forget your family
my family incl vince
deserve the same special treatment as me
help my family already
sorry for insulting you funny phone hacker
dont be sad
saw my true prehuman form
saw a daimon
we are on your side andrin
saw myself walk around wetzikon powered up like a super sayijan
chosen? i have no obligation to do anything
saw a few spotify artists again
some song called talos
yes now too especially during
it feels much stronger now my energy
try to schnidersitz and let objects fly around next time
also
when you feel strong energy in feet
get up
and try to walk on air
this music seems to charge my energy
its so funny
its really like dbz
now im in ssj1 mode more or less
i see golden sparks amber rainbow in my eyes
everything seems energetically charged
a bit behind reality
i perceive more
more fps than reality there is this lag
i seriously see the individual frames of reality sometimes...
i think tinnitus really is from too much energy i guess? too much sensory input or music
and now the keyboard letter had a white border around it funny
