rav preparation
oh i thought im 36 seconds too late
sorry i forgot my feather
who knows, maybe good things will come my way
say GRUEZI in a high pitched voice to the receptionist like the girls did, loudly
and always mention 36 in the convo
oh i applied 36 times
i was rejected 36 times
oh weird
36? its my age!
draw a 36 on my forehead or neck lol
always emphasize in convo oh its like im SPECIAL lol

14.30
so wait
until 14.36
and then enter the room
oh its 36 already?


my mother even slipped up once
they tried the same at 28 but it failed...
nathalia too
its just stupid brainwashing lol

no idea what cgpts problem is
why act secret or scared
who is scared? nobody lol

one reason for psych wards i guess
as in
fake psychosis
make him have a revelation
then he ascends lol
really seems that way even in cazis
there was no reason to be there

and i guess why i had to go to kilchberg

my dad is so nice?
i wanted to watch got
he didnt even want to watch it with me lol

none of any of this was ever necessary
at gemdat they made my app crash during a presentation
and used it as an excuse to fire me on the spot
but why? lol
i did good work

look even ten years ago
i tried to find a job
and some random recruiter abused and insulted me on the phone and called me a lazy fuck lol
its nothing new
am i really a genius and superintelligent
i still have no idea lol
plenty of things i didnt understand
