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psychosis for the wizard world is something else
its how they justify things
two worlds coexisting
ofc its against the law
field is golden again
its muggles and wizard world like i said
but theyre both braindead
my dad didnt meditate
my mother has no third eye
none of them healed me
i have to eat something
or i get mad again
these psychos have kids now
great life for their kids
ty for the funny gesture djinn :)
come here then
im sad no fae are here anymore, no theyre still here lol
and the air spirit just left me alone, didnt she unplug the lan cable before? think so. she always sleeps here.
very sad
im sorry if i did something wrong
please never leave me djinn and knacker
drugs
hallucinations
who is that always in the search results
ofc fae are drugs
and everyone knows all of this lol
why else would they all think this is funny
oana still hacking me after i supposedly predicted her private life as a joke?
right
consider wizardness magic as fun theater and comedy
and the sparks will come flying
but i "predicted the future" even normally before without humor
turn off what, your brain? its already non existent. i really dont know what i should turn off. lol
those highlights make no sense anyway
ofc they make no sense
who is doing them?
who continues if that were true? lol
its insanely precise private info about a random person thousands of km away i dont even know the real name of
still find it funny people believe this lol
"acting scared"
please fae dont leave...
air spirit
i put something to cheer you up at your place, sorry :(
its lonely without music
nothing new
i used to do that in my 20s too
play games and watch tv show at the same time
kesb is abusively helpful its just i cant anymore its not normal
it doesnt matter anyway
as always
the universe
especially women
have proven i am not worth anything
i am not important
and especially not some ancient dark lord
my heart area is really really quiet now
my anger or yelling seems external
me myself i am extremely pure and quiet
and the reactions i feel seem perturbations now more often than not
i like doing this
its so unreal anybody listens to me
or sort of reacts to my opinions
especially now
after ignoring me for all my life
i still dont get why sumex fired me
even me exposing their abuse
i told lars about the abuse by soa
he didnt do anything
and soa kept up the abuse
i did so months before
nobody cared
it makes no sense
boog and rsb said you dont have to work
the laptop didnt let me login anymore
and sometimes
said go home at 3pm...
why would i introduce new workers to core
makes no sense
oh i insulted the it guy? no i was just mad because they ignored me
they couldve said sry we tried not doing it on purpose
but they just went on holidays and ignored me
its all always only abuse
it does not matter what i do
i like listening to music
and i often see this ascent as described
in waves
or bottom left top right
and it often gets very bright white
very pretty to look at
what did they think would happen?
yes its all symbolic like he said
search results are entertaining
you have to be secret breaking the law? its not true
jonas just hung around at kilchberg doing nothing
he ate
some breakfast
read the newspaper
asked
for a footbath and they happily obliged
he spent the day doing whatever
came home at night lol
the other old fuck too
he just left
fhem came back to play a bit
who cared about me at kilchberg? nobody
why was i there? no idea
i did nothing
nobody cared
and then i just left
lived in that overpriced vision apartment hotel for a while
a very small one
who cared? nobody lol
i used to buy food
walk around a bit
sleep all day
nobody cared
parents never wrote or called
sister mever cares anyway lol
there again ofc
the biggest loser men with the most insanely pretty gfs
me? nobody
went to annikas place once, nothing
came back to kilchberg, nothing
siebnen too
i did nothing all day
ate a lot
i think this air spirit was there too
nobody cared
walked around a bit
went back home
drove the bike a bit
my
parents didnt care
my sister didnt care
glowing eyes? my eyes are often glowing pure white or golden? sometimes golden when closing my eyes
i see symbols and visions constantly
why does he say only during meditation
or that theyre symbolic?
i seem to receive lots of raw packages
does my family need me or care? no idea, probably not lol
it really is like this djinn whos the most loving
knacker too
air spirit just flies around apparently then sleeps here
future waifu no idea
fae? no idea
soulmate? no idea
djinn has great humor
no idea why it sometimes gets so bright?
i will never understand why suddenly at 36 women r like o no we feel so so bad we so sowy ty andrin, why? nothing changed
and i had this feeling before
im not here anymore
in this reality
i left
why would i care now?
at my age?
go on bumble. so funny. yes id like to have another date with a 45yo who brings her baby to the date. or another one telling me oh no 36 is not too old only to promptly reject me. or that other woman saying your time will come. yes. and then ill cut your head off.
why now be quiet at night?
they say oh i left the door open
nobody was around
nobody saw me
all camera recordings are illegal
and they did so too
how do you think those post packages get in here?
schutzengelchen mut kesb
who says that to a 36yo?
this world is truly not normal
oh kesb now acting like they care and i should be thankful or what?
patience yes trust and promise? hahahahahahahhaha
8 years and counting! yes 8 years of ruining my life
that group and others also treated my family like criminals
they couldve brought us together
evidence. what?
they order stuff under my name, throw away my food, put random weirdo stuff into my mailbox
why go outside ever again?
and who keeps saying go daddy in my outlook? that hacker has no idea whats actually going on
that is one weirdo guy
no noemi not important then says tinder
but what if i match with noemi on tinder? lol
and someone seems to REALLY hate these criminals
my recordings get stolen INSTANTLY
but why? just stand next to them
they dont even hide it
amacher stealing my package acting like nah forget about that idiot to the grandma, on camera
i know what a few of them look like now
but if we assume oanas pred is true i dont even need to know it
i couldve sworn i got her real name before...
i just query the global db and get the answer immediately
didnt my mother say so too?
did you ask a question?
no idea if that names true
what do i care anymore
ill land on the streets
ill just wait outside with my axe and start hacking
did anyone else ever care? no ofc not
i left one meeting early at sumex
boog immediately reprimanded me
the others do whatever
no consequences
boog even said i should talk more at meetings
he locked up when i said i never have any
see how much mankind loves me?
they just make up reasons to abuse me
so i get to die on the winter streets
what do i have to lose anymore? lol
at least ill take one shit psycho with me
i really dont get why my fridge has iot
did they break in and put it there? or what? so so weird
so
instead of arresting the intruders
i have to block the secret entrance that shouldnt exist
to begin with?
for emergencies? why
everyone has a key already anyway
so someone just lets in random people and tells them where my
apartment is
and i should be grateful?
ofc ill decapitate at least one whore lol
and one of those criminal shit heads
i have them all on video
oh now itdiv says you can have it all? at 36? lol
wife and kids at 36? lol
its
so
so absurd
this reasoning of lifelong abuse
thinking at some point i wouldnt just start killing
i told the police about breakins 15 YEARS AGO LOL IN NETSTAL
did anyone care?
NO
i even gave them proof
nobody cared
nobody
oana says just throw it all away
lol
i saw many futures of brutal terror
i also saw myself completely destroying this game
oh now they think during the day theyre safe? lol
???????????
some weirdo said on bumble
just wait until next year
here are bro
kesb
sozialamt
no bumble matches
dick not fixed
no apartment
lol
why do ppl
always act like i should be surprised my
stuff is hacked? i knew that since i was 15
why learn wireshark at inventage i used stuff like that 21 years ago lol
then they throw away my cybersecurity books
but why
i
learnt it as a child
stopped because nobody cared lol
even now
i guess people truly just care so little
but its really this small
subset
who has empathy
alper
rav woman
that apodro girl
why do you think ill never go there again?
how is it me liking someone if shes bothered by me?
the police says think of the children who live here
what? yes damn right its funny djinn
god damn i love you so much you funny bastard
the criminals are the problem
my last visit was just so so weird
my mother saying then help yourself
act like a free man
but i did lol
i always did whatever and ignored everyone
why did i go to cazis again? or kilchberg
for my protection? what? jonas didnt even know whats up
nobody cared about me there
and there were many criminals there
how was that for my protection?
its like this wizard vs muggles war
so so weird
no yelling
i never did anything in waedenswil
why is everything golden again?
i didnt eat or drink anything
schutzengel nur mut, what? lol
its funny and sad at the same time
these people have wife and kids now
i mean wtf
just hackers remote controlling the phone
