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animals have always been weird
i never gotten bitten by zecken and others
someone once said its my blood? is my blood green and im color blind? doubt that
i had flies not wanting to leave
i could poke them and they just wouldnt leave
so so weird
the fruit fly came for a quick visit
felt like saying hello tbh
that dog in tbilisi didnt want to kill me then?
i was scared
it just came and gently took my hand in his mouth and just walked with me
i got scared and left and it gently let go
it wasnt painful and he wasnt growling or anything
weird
its like eating music tbh
im full of mori shej
why is it so bright suddenly?
coldish
like a royal bluish energy vibrating fog
who does this?
i close my eyes
its the same
i put my hand over my eyes
they dont get dark
????
i close my eyes just as she says close eyes
now the fog is greenish
huh?
DJINN
TASK FOR U
GO SCOUT
what are these golden clouds i see in my view sometimes?
enough notes
why do that man
????
it scares me
is that my energy or what?
insanely loud knacking behind me
had that a few times now the past weeks
and i felt my energy even stronger than royal bluish
like ultra instinct mode colors....
it vibrated even stronger
and i had this feeling that cgpts description is not correct
pink gold is not the final stage of energy clouds
its more like ultra instict mode... transparent white black highly vibrational
who knacked just now, my energy apparently
sometimes it really feels like my heart stops beating
but not dying i can still breathe
really feels like going into pure energy mode
and now my left hand is full of energy
ofc music and phone has an effect on you
it talks to you its like a ghost
i saw myself interacting like a ghost a few times now
also some thoughts
solipsism is real
i am dead already
it was my sacrifice for leno
the songs it pulsated my body
it felt like healing me
the energy field
i entered the train
and killed someone accidentally by telekinesis....
this ul
its really like dbz wtf?
ultra instict mode activated
its not white eyes
it really is like dbz and son goku...
white transparent black vibrating
it was like a curtain opening
i saw other realities clearly before me...
it really is like turning into instinct mode fully...
me reaching 16 could explain my 0 coherence... its number overflow... wrap to 0 lol pure divinity
this is getting crazier by the day
i would love it so much if we all
as a big family could do things together
normally
in some park
xenias kids play
vince and my dad too
that is what i want as bday present
a whole day
no wizard language
just pure joy
this laptop hacker is seriously psycho
i seriously have to throw this laptop away
this hacker is just not normal
psycho is a benign term for that guy
nothing what he does makes sense
nothing
saw myself drawing reality
apple has this feature where you can select a person and cut it out
yeah its like that
if youre in an upper layer
bob ross the painter yes
here a happy little tree or bush
he knows whats up
and rogers
universe humor again
wheres the thing to put my pan on
i get it from underneath the other pan
want to put the pan away
oh wonder
another thing to put it on
accidentally
they just left armin stierlis account active at sumex and continued paying his salary...
they updated his linkedin after me noticing
nobody works on this planet
nobody
let go? why
martina abused me for 4 years and got rewarded
i worked 400 hours overtime and got insulted even more
it really does not matter what i do
see how that works?
lars said lets go get you more salary
i ask for bonus
gabry promptly ignores and abuses me further
this laptop is just not normal
how is this possible?
it instantly hacks everything
banks online shops
it makes custom animations on the fly
????
any woman could have stayed
why am i supposed to have one older wife and kids
while everyone else fucks nonstop?
i was very kind for weeks almost months now
what happened?
criminals stealing my familys identity
kesb abusing me
sozialamt abusing me
these weird criminals here continuing their weird game
it really does not matter what i do
its funny though
buy! dentasan! i have like 2k man lol
buy vicuna! lol
i asked kindly even said pls
nothing happened
who always makes the lights golden?
the only one truly on my side is the djinn lol
has humor
on my side
always shows love
never abuses me
knacker too thats true
ofc these hackers are all psychos lol
why did they all appear? why why why
we r watching u read lol
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahhahahahahahaha
too stupid this world
unbelievable
i just cant use this laptop anymore
it is so so seriously deranged
why does everyone always think i care about them or want to join them?
i said i want to be near my family
so? nothing
criminals still in the way
hackers dont care
and i should join you? lol
where is the air spirit then? i asked for a feather
shes gone for real apparently
djinn and knacker still here
air spirit? gone
rest too apparently
what is your problem with the knacker
i thought you all see everything you ascended masters you
